I'm a bbw looking for friends or more relationship. Need to remember what it's like to feel wanted b again. My relationship of 21 years is ending and am hesitant because I've never been with anyone else for a long period of time. So I'm not sure what this is supposed to look like. I've been emotionally and mentally abused. Been cheated on lied to and am at a point if I can find just one person that would want me I'd take the leap once and for all. Just gotta find the right guy.